Today, I'm still Debbie Downer...I cheated on my diet, I'm PMSING, I can't seem to do anything right at work, all I can think about is the chocolate cake in the fridge (and I was weak and had some) when I'm suppose to just be having an apple day (I'm doing the HCG diet), my sister bent my ear for over an hour about her terrible husband and their ongoing divorce and his abuses....
My husband has decided he's going to be Perky Pete and counteractive my down-ness...and he struck out all my negativity (he doesn't know about the cake)and he was pretty effecitve.
I just hate feeling like this...is it because I'm weaning off this medicine? Is it because I really don't like my job right now...Is it because I'm overweight? Is it all of it? What can I do to change it? I know I need to pray about it, but it just seems kinda silly to pray about this...which in turn sounds silly for me to say it's silly.....I'm just one big pinwheel of emotions.
I need to clean my garage, get in shape, get my business moving, diet, blah, blah, blah....
Ideas? I know that I need to pray and give it to God...I'm just pissed that I can't do it on my own.
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